Am i a person or am i a machine for homework?

These days, expecially since i entered junior high 3. I don't have my spare time. I wish i could learn french, i wish i could listen to music, i wish i could play sports. But i CAN'T. That's IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
School is really stressful. I have to do my homework for 3 hours at home and another more than 1.5 hours at school. The exercise are not always easy and sometimes i can even feel nerve-racking!
I don't know why students in other countries can study with fun and they just need to do homework less than 0.5 hours a day and they can learn as more as we do!
Yes, i am study at one of the best school in Guangzhou, but i seldom feel happy. Everyday, i go for class, class, class and do my homework, homework, homework. Here, mark is everything!
I am tired, i am stressful, i am all in pain and i am lonely! Am i a person?

Why i chose an english blog?

Many people wonder why i had an idea to create an englsih blog since i am a chiense and they also wanted to know why i chose BLOGGER.
For the reasons of create an english blog, first, i enjoy communicating with the otehrs, expecially foreigners; Second, i might go to the U.S. for college when i am older so i want to practise my english more and more; Third, i knew that some foreigners who are learning chinese also have their chinse blogs and they said that they can learn a lot from it. I think i can learn a great deal from blogs, too.
For the reason i chose BLOGGER, that's very easy, just becuase i saw this website address on newspaper and it was said that BLOGGER is one of the ten most successful blogs in the world, so i chose it.
English blog is quite different from chinese blog. They are very simple to use but they don't have some many templates as the chinese one. I prefer the englsih blog and i enjoy it.

I know the score now. I have made a great success in phisics. I got 117. But in Chinese, it was just so-so. I did very bad in politics which had been one of my best subjects for a long time. As a whole, i did worse this time than last two times.
Maybe i shouldn't go on the internet for so long a time. Well, come on!